new years resolution

3 years ago, i wrote this in my xanga-blog, i wont disclose the link unless you ask, i am sort of embarrassed by the old me, it looks something like a new years resolution list, next to each item, i will comment on whether i did it or not



monday, january 02, 2006
vlad wrote out a resolution list from last year and since he is so wise and stuff, i decided to do the same.

1. Stop spending so much money on other people, spend it on CDs (this is true, i did end up doing this for a little while until i realized how awful my music taste was)
2. Talk to a random stranger (i have been doing it more and more, mainly on bus stops, you never expect to meet the people that you do)
3. Stop being so shy in front of new people (sort of true, i have made many new friends since 2006)
4. Make more friends at school (maybe in my head its true but in reality, im a bitch at school and no one likes me)
5. Stop going on myspace so much/admiring jeffree star (haha atleast this is 100% true now)
6. Fall in love [but dont force it] (this happened and was not as great as i built it up to be)
7. Pass biology (well, i don't really remember)
8. Stop getting jealous (i got better at controlling it at least, but not 100% there yet)
9. Get most of the Bed Head styling products (why would i ever in the world want this, god only knows)
10. Watch more French films with Gerard Depardiue (i guess i did this? i didnt just limit myself to depardiue but enjoyed many french actors!)
11. Go to a rally (never happened)
12. Get more flexible/inside and out (never happened, my posture has only become worse, i am more cynical than ever)
13. Meet Devendra Banhart (oh danielle circa 2006, how you amuse me)
14. Meet some of my close myspace/xanga friends [pathetic?] (HAAHAHHAAHA, i dont think this happened)
15. Learn to use a Leica (this did happen and i learned that i am a shitty photographer, thanks Leica)
16. Stop wishing this list was as good as vlad's (i can't remember his list, but i guess i did stop wishing)
17. Fill out/complete my sketchbook/journal (i have filled out maybe 3 since this post)
18. Be photographed by somebody else[professionally] (happened a few times, not professionally, but i have very talented friends)
19. Save money to buy that Andy Warhol Poloroid collection (someone bought me a book of 360 andy warhol photos that i opened maybe once)
20. Take more risks (true to an extent)