nella

nella doesn't feel good, her leg hurts, we spent a little bit on the phone before talking about going to opera. i want to visit her, despite the snow storm outside and all, but she said she's keeping what hospital she is at a secret from me, even though i know shes at beth israel.





an old picture, an old picture of me and nella standing on broadway like tourists, an old picture of me and nella after walking around over the summer, drinking, eating, and talking about kundera

people think that right now is the most important time/thing in their lives. getting into college like its some sort of a sport, keeping secrets, being the best, being rejected, losing virginities, it matters so much that people forget what the most important thing in life really is, and when someone you love is in the hospital, you finally realize what that most-important-thing in the world truly means...