Sunday, May 3, 2009

i love my new job at american apparel
i also love sad nirvana songs 
and short skirts
and combat boots
rain weather matched with trench coats
frozen yogurt with chocolate sprinkles
vegetable burritos from trader joes 
law and order svu

on other news: college destination: Eugene Lang College at The New School University 2013! 

Monday, April 13, 2009

i want to look like her

instead of going to college, i think ill ask for a nose job instead. i have become 95% superficial. success. 

Thursday, April 9, 2009

i dont want to use this anymore, i feel really teenage about most of my recent thoughts.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

little girls


Sunday, March 29, 2009

i now sort of work for google
if you continue to follow my blog (all 10 of you!) and pay attention to the ads on the left, it would be great for not just only me, but google, the economy, and the vast world of the internets!

i cant stop listening to this song called "german love" its just so catchy and fun feeling, beautiful.


yesterday in a funk of emotion and sadness over being ditched by a girl who i thought was a good friend, i ate 2 chocolate chip cookies chased by some delicious horizon whole milk, i will kill myself over this once it all finally hits me. when i bought the delicious items, i just was not feeling very good, i needed them as a uplift, no guilt in that right? i liked to think of myself as a pleasant mess when i bought my stuff with mascara running down my face and all of my things disheveled in my bag, id also like to add that i paid in sakagewia coins. it is in my piscian nature to always make a dramatic scene. thank you.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

i am so lonely.
i am so lonely.
i am so lonely.
i am so lonely.
i am so lonely.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

things going on

today i got accepted to pratt, one of my top choice schools. in my excitement, i mentioned the news to a friend who said "now you'll be one of those kids". i didn't know what he meant until i knew what he meant. one of those "i live in brooklyn so now i have a reason to feel cool even though i was weird in highschool and spent too much time myspacing strangers on the internet while trying to pursue photography as more than just a hobbie, power to my canon rebel and siq v neck, i am dramatic."
i hate stereotypes, but if i was to stereotype myself id fall into woody allen's category of "New York, Jewish, left wing, liberal, intellectual, Central Park West, Brandeis University, the socialist summer camps and the, the father with the ben Shahn drawings, right, and the really, y'know, strike orineted kind of, red diaper."

as for other stereotypes, people i know stereotypically spend their saturdays partying (whatever that means) in their parents basements or living rooms before the rents actually get home from wherever they are. i, stereotypically, am that weird girl that is too overwhelmed by such organization and needs to have spontaneous adventure. sara and i did the following:
drove to upstate ny, found a random hilton, swam in the pool, sat in the sauna, thought of crashing 'david bar mitzvah' going on in the front party hall, left the hotel, drove around the ghost town, turned around to go home, went to the diner, washed our hair, saw "Feast of Love". 

ahh life.